Sadie was so quiet all morning long, reading away over in the corner. It is the reason me and her are the closet of all the siblings. In fact she was not even my blood sister, Dad had adopted her from a old friend, whom were killed. But she was brought into the family at the age of 8 and we bonded instantly. She is alot like me, loves to read, loves to research and is serious with everything. Alot like our other adopted sister, Lexi.

I gave a small smile up at her but she hadn't even noticed. But all that calm morning was blown all to hell when Dean had to act like a five year old girl because we were going to check out the mansion in Smallville Kansas. I know where his fears are at, it was just, well, it was our job after all. I stood there looking at Sadie. She had become so beautiful now, long flowing raven hair, that was thick and vibrant. And not to mention her olive colored skin.  I shook my head as I watched our other sister lead Dean out of the room.

I wasn't stupid, I knew what she wanted, she knew how I felt about Sadie, really felt. But she was my sister, blood or not, it was wrong. But there she was, this stunning vision of tan and mocha. I say mocha cuase that was the color of spaghetti straped tee she was wearing that day. I shook my head again trying to make what Dean said to me outside go away. He had been pressuring me to go after Sadie. I heard as the door closed softly behind them. I heard Sadie make a light cough and I made my way over beside her.

My hand slid onto her shoulder and I pulled her into a big brother type hug, but today it seemed like so much more. I wanted her to know how I felt, hell I ewven had a idea she felt the same way. I looked down onto her face and she was lost in my eyes. There was a long enough moment there, where a kiss could have happened. Neither of us spoke or moved. I wanted to hers, and know one elses. But after Jess, I just was unsure if I wanted to bring someone else into my web of danger. But she was always here with me. I forced a smile on my face as I looked toward her, pushing back the hair from her eyes a little too, tenderly.

"So, Sadie. What is it you want to talk to me about?"

I watched her pull from me and sit up, she had this look on her face. She blinked a few times as she stood up and walked to the bed and I folowed. I had an idea that she wanted to get away from me for some reason, and I had a good idea why. But I followed her over and took my place next to her. I knew I felt her shiver, a little. I didn't touch her this time. Just looked down at her, waiting to hear it.

"Nothing. I don't know what Lexi wants me to say. She just wants to try and make me, ..."

She trailed off and I knew that Lexi had to be telling her the same thing. I ran my hand up her arm and it tenderly carressed her shoulder blade. I was unaware that I was even doing that. She moaned a little and that is when our lips came within less of a inch apart. She smelled so good, and I was even betting she tasted good as well.  I leaned into her and our lips ghosted over each others.

Sparks flew from us like the fourth of july, and that is when she flew off the bed, and made a bee line for my laptop. I raised a eyebrow as I followed in suit behind her. She pointed to the article on my monitor. It was the page I was trying to load before me and Dean went at each other like bulldogs out for blood. It showed a coloumnon the Maison Mansion. Seemed a young man about my age had been in the last dealings with the ghost there, even lost some friends to it, but he survived.

"Sam. We need to go and talk to him. Don't you think?"

I agreed, taking my hand to her shoulder and giving it a light squeeze.

"Yea, I do. We should go and get the other two to help out."

She smiled and couldn't seem to make eye contact with me, I knew she was struggling the same way I was. We didn't know hoiw to deal with this. I stood as I grabbed my jacket and fished through the many badges we had stashed beneath Dean's pillow. She placed a hand to my wrist and smiled. That touch sent off fire works as she brushed that hand over mine. 

"We can go by ourselves for now, I think Dean and Allie need some time alone. Besides, there is no telling where they are anyhow."

She was right, they didn't seem to be around close enough for us to locate them anyhow. I looked at her though and tilted my head, that brooding look passed over my face.

"What?"

She asked, as she caught sight of those eyes of mine.

"We don't got a car, young lady."

She giggled, but it was kinda faked. I know she hated that, made it sound like brother and sister for her. But it was my way of dealing with this all. I gave a small smile as I rubbed her back. 

"Yea, well we can walk there. The Talon isn't that far away, now is it."

I smirked as I placed my hand to the door knob and gave a look back at her, that always seemed to make her shiver,. I never pain attention until now.

"How do you know this Clark Kent is even there?"

She smiled as she walked past me, and our bodies slightly touched, I heard her breath hitch in her throat.

" It says he visits there, frequently. If he isn't, we can always go to the Kent farm. It is a 1/2 mile farther, but it wont kill us."

She was a smart ass, kinda reminded me of Dean. But she was much calmer then him. I smirked as I walked outside and placed my hands into my pockets. The walk was not too bad after all. In fact it only took us about fifteen minutes to get there. The Talon was a big place and by the looks of it, was a coffee place and a big teen hangout. Sadie waisted little time as she strolled up to the bar, and asked a young lady with blonde-brown hair, whose name tage read "Lois Lane" if she knew who Clark was and if he was here that day."

Lois smiled as she placed the pot of coffee down and motioned her head to the closest booth. "Yea, I know smallville. That's him right over there with my cousin, Chloe. Hey, Smallville, you got company."

We both looked over and saw the tall dark haired dream look up from where he stood and gave a smile that even made me twinge where I stood. He  had deep blue eyes, and the sexiest body. Well hell when can I say, He was hott. I smirked as I watched the blonde who had to be Chloe smile at me. She was a pretty petite blonde who from the looks of it, was a researcher herself.

Clark walked up to us and gave us this curious look as he crossed his arms over his broad chest. 

"Can I help you?

He asked, curiousty and wonder flashing through deep blue eyes. Sadie smiled as she extended her hand toward him and he excepted. There was a look that trnaspired between the both of them and I felt my jealousy swell within me.

"Yea, my names Sadie and this is my brother Sam. We are journalists for Lawrence weekly. We are here to talk to you about the Maison Mansion."

I watched his eyes shift with something otherwordly when she mentioned that name. He dropped his eyes frlom her and then back up moving his hand back to his side. But there eyes locked again and I was now feeling the affects of being called big brother and some other guy hitting on my, Sadie. 

"Well hello Sadie, my name is Clark Kent, but you know that already. And as far as the Maison Mansion, that place is far too dangerous for some one as cute as you."

He blushed just a bit as he motioned for us to join him at the booth. This chloe was beaming at the both of us, and she was smiling over the flirting that Clark and Sadie were doing. I really didn't like it at all and if Dean was here. he would be saying something haughty as always.

"Well, we just need some info and ask a few questions about it. We were given the story just a few days ago and it is a big part of our grade. We are Interns at the paper."

He looked down and back up as he situated in his seat. Those eyes passing over the both of us, almost like he was looking into our souls for the truth. After what seemed forever he finally asked the question.

"Are you really, Interns or just supernatural buffs."

I wanted to tell him that we were more then just that, but that it was all a thing that we do. That we do this and we were here to stop this from happening again.  I watched as she gave a fast look toward Clark and then toward me. She gave a salm smile as she sat back.

"Well we are actually trying to save this town from the ghost that inhabits the place. You have got to let us in and help us. Please."

He looked frlom one to the other, and then finally smiled as he leaned over the table.

"Come with me, we got alot to talk about."

Current Location: The Talon
Current Mood: groggy

I lied there hovering over her warm body, my mind was still racing about earlier. I could see and hear everything that had happened. It was like some kind of bad dream. I had tried to take my sister again and this time she was demanding it. But the poart that stuck out to me like a sore thumb even worse was Alexis, turning into a homicidal witch and telling me that I was the decendant of a 17th century warlock. That was what really blew me away.

I looked down into her eyes, and I could feel myself reveling, our bodies were pressed together, sweat , anticipation and Lust melted through our veins and I wanted to be with her more then anything. The evil was gone, when it left I was unsure about buit it had vacated me soome time ago. I looked deep into Alexi's eyes, hoping that it was her and not the Witch. There was mistaking those tender, dark eyes of hers, she was back. 

I leaned down and captured her lips in a heated kiss and for just a moment, everything else changed. I felt her hand slid deep into my hair and I ran my hands up her body, tracing every line on her amazing body. I was happy that Dean and Lexi had decided to leave. After all I wwanted privacy. I knew that this was way to early for intimacy with her, but she was the first girl since Jess, that I really wanted to be with. I smiled at her, and sheran her fingers up lightly through my hair.

"Sam?"

She started, her voice coming out low and velvety. It made me tighten in unseen places as I loked down into her soulful eyes.

"Yes!"

I answered waiting for her response.

"Do you want me, as much as I want you?"

Why she even felt it nessescary to even ask me that question was beyond me. I figured by my eyes that she could see it. I smiled and gave a light moan as I felt her body arch up into me and I felt her every want for me push against my skin. I pushed my hips up into her, since I was laying snuggly between her open legs. She moaned again and I saw her eyes change to a dark lustful color.

"Take me, Sam!"

She breathed her answer to me, her breath coming out light and sweet. I didn't speak as I leaned my head down and took her lips against mine. My hands moved to rest on the back of her shoulders, pulling her into me. I just had to have her, all of her. She raised her leg, resting it on my hip and I ran my mouth from her lips, slowly down her chin, grazing the side of her neck. My lips took her in a fleshy feast. I have never wanted anything like I wanted her.

I gasped as she tored what was left of my shirt off of me, and I felt myself stiffen as she moaned at my kisses. My tongue running down the side of her neck, pulling her skin in between my teeth. I had to have her, I wanted to taste her. I grabbed ahold of her bra and ripped it from her body as my mouth felt to meet her collar bone, sucking, licking, biting and nipping at her bone and flesh.

She kept arching into me, tightening her leg around me and pulling me into her. My mouth moved down, tongue snaking out of my mouth, to lick at the tender flesh of her breasts. She grasped handfuls of my hair as I moved down farther, letting my mouth wrap seductively over her nipples, sucking on one, biint it and licking around the nub.

"Sam!"

She moaned out loud and I ran a hand down to move my fingers into her panties, pushing them down past her hips, using my hands to drag them off her as far as I could. I blindly reached to the side of the bed for my  bag and found the lubricant that Dean had gave to me that day. He was right, I was going to need it.

I blindly spread it over my fingers, as I continued to feast upon her nipples, moving from one to the other, but managing to watch my fingers. After I soaked up good, I let them slid between her sweaty thighs, and found the opening. I knew to use only one, I wasn't a virgin after all. My finger found it's way inside her. Gently, so;s not to hurt her. My finger slowly sliding in and almost pulling it out, to push it a little deeper the second time around.

She reacted as she arched higher into me, her eyes closing now. I moved frlom her nipples to the skin inches below her breasts. Making my way slowly down her body, kisses, and licks and bits here and there. My finger had now picked up speed and so had her hips, as she thrusted up to meet my finger. After I was sure I had opened her enough I slid in a second finger and she bowed her back up.

My tongue found it's way into her navel and I groaned as I waisted little time, slipping my hott mouth over her hips, and down to lick at her opening, letting my tongue join my fingers. I thought for a second as I tasted her juices begin to pour from her. God, she tasted so good. I moaned working another finger in, now making it three. My tongue started to move at the same speed as the now three fingers. 

I felt her leg wrap around my head, her moans, and screams started to shake the bed. I let my other free hand rest on her waist, trying to hold her hips down as she thrust them higher and faster with every hit of my fingers or tongue. 

"Sammy!!"

She moaned out my name lusdtfully and dirty as I moved back before she came. I looked up into her eyes and began to crawl up her body. Placing both hands above her head. I laid down ontop of her and she flippedme over, working her way d0own my body. I nearly came undone as she found the tip of my cock, teasing it with her tongue. She licked around the shaft, drinking the juices down her throat and it was my turn to thrust my hips up with every suck she gave me. 

She was at it, like it was a lollipop. I knew she was experienced frlom just that. I tasted her still on my tongue and in the back of my throat. I could feel the pressure as she had now deep throated me. Those eyes watching me as she tok me to ecstasy. but not quite all the way. 

She stopped right when she could tell I was about to come. She flashes me a wicked smile as she crawled up my body,sitting up, she straddled me, and grabbed ahold of my balls in her hand, slowly stroking them, and moving them around in her hands.  Then she went to work jerk me off, slow at first then picking up speed. My hips arching , my eyes closing and I began to beg her to take me inside her.

She looked at me and I knew she was going to do just that. She sat up on her knees, situating herself ontop of me, and guiding mycock inside her. I placed my hands on her waist and started to guide her up and down on me. Both our moans mixing in unison as the pleasure over rode us. The sweat started to build and I could feel my world spin out of control. 

My legs by now were about to shake and as soon as she had rode me into the matress practically, I felt my body tighten and I shot out hott come inside her and all over her legs. She collapsed breathlessly ontop of me and I ran a tired hand through her saweaty hair. She rested her head on my shoulder, head buried right under my chin. 

"God, you were amazing!"

She whispered as she ran her finger around my chest. 

"So were you baby."

I responded back. My eyes and body still shaking slightly from the climax.

"I love you."

She said lightly before she fell asleep and I ran a hand through her hair. I leaned my head up and whispered into her ear lightly back.

"I love you too, baby."

I laid there, watching her. I never wanted to hurt her. I surely never wanted to make her cry in anyway. If I had to, I would go to the crossroads to rid me off this dark side, but that would only cause more heart ache for everyone, I closed my eyes and felt myself drift off to sleep. I could feel my body drift off and I fell into a dream, a Dream off me back in a different time. 

Where, I was unsure.

Current Location: In Bed with Alexis.
Current Mood: horny

Sammy, You can not keep me in forever. And once I surface again I am never going to leave you alone. Me and Lexi's darkness will come out. The things we will do. Are you ready.......

I jumped up, clutching my head with the palm of my hand. I really needed to see Alexis but after what I did to Lexi and that would never leave me alone. I swore I was a bit surprised by Alexis. When she was in my arms earlier she was arching and moaning and it was only causing my dark side to push harder at me. But I would never tell her that, never let her know that the one who whispered so do I , was him. That other part of me.

Sometimes, I wondered how much longer until he came out for good. I wanted to be with her though. Every part of me needed her, wanted to taste her skin under my tongue. I looked over at Lexi who was laying next to Dean and I just knew that she was being tormented by her darkness also. I heard it taunting her. I gasped as I whispered inside her head, caressing her. 

"You ok baby. I am here for you."

She looked at me and I smiled but I felt that evil smile creeping up and I looked away from her. No way was I going to let her see it. I heard her darkness torturing her to no end. I gripped Alexis to me tighter as a sharp and searing headache gripped me. I knocked Alexis from me as I climbed off the bed and sunk to my knees to the carpet below.

"Not again, get away from me, Everyone!

I screamed, and I didn't mean too, but it came out dark and angry. Cold and distant. I gripped my head and jerked as I felt Dean touch my shoulder. I scooted as far as my body would allow me to. I heard lexi in my head talking to me, cooing me. I may not want to admit it but me and Lexi had a connection that was a bit intimate on some levels.

Sometimes I thought I had some feelings for her. But no, it wasn't going to happen. I groused as I pushed up and nearly screamed in Lexi's head.

"Lexi! Make it go away."

I could feel her carresing me slowly and trying to assure me that it would all be ok. I couldn't look up. The pain in my head was immense. I thought surely I was going to go nuts. I gave a grunt as I rolled over onto my side, curling my knees to my chest. It taunted me, teasing it's dark promises inside my head. I felt Alexis cradle my head, rubbing my hair and I didn't knock her away.

I wanted her, I needed her next to me. I wanted my love with me always. I just hoped he didn't come out and hurt her. I looked up, somehow mangaing to do so and looked at Lexi. She seemed different but I was not sure what.

I whimpered in Alexis's Lap. I felt safe there, but not by much. All I wanted was to make this part of me vanish forever. I tightened myself to Alexis and thought of the dream she had of her and me. I wanted that to be true as much as she did. The evil in me would love it, but I really didn't care.

That was not really what I needed right now. I wasn't sure if I was really ready but deep down I knew I was. I pushed a hand under neath her top, as I started to caress and pinch lightly over her nipples. She moaned and pushed into my hand, this awoke him again. And no matter what I did he wouldn't stay away.

I pushed up onto my knees and slammed her onto her back, pushingand swiveling my hips down into hers, grinding her to the carpet. She groaned and my eyes darkened and my voice even came out different.

"Alexis. I got you baby. Do not worry, I will fuck you Raw."

I sat inside unable to help her, fear gripping what was left of me. I was taken by surprise as she opened her eyes and realized I was Evil again, but she ran her hands into my hair and gripped the ends. I blinked but it was not shown of course. She wrapped her legs around me and I grunted, dry humping against her. The moans raised from the both of us as my hands slid under neath her top, the end of my thumbs caressing her sides,a dn massaging her back. My lips moved down and sucked over the flesh.

My hips still working against her still, I could feel the burning ache in my cock, it wanted to be realeased and god this part of me wanted to release it and god help me so do I. I felt Lexi touch my shoulder and I glanced up, only to find her..........

Current Location: Hiding inside Sammy.
Current Mood: predatory
Current Music: Justing Timberlake - Future Sex Love Sounds

I sat there on my knees, my eyes focused on the pain in Alexis's eyes. She thought that there was something there between me and Lexi. I had no idea how much my dark side wanted my baby sister. I thought of her as a sister and a best friend but nothing more. I mean, Alexis was this being in my life that had me doing flip flops. I loved her and I wasn't going to let my darkness take her from me. Hell I could even taste Lexi still on my lips.

I shook my head as I realized that Lexi was gone but if I went after her, Alexis would surely doubt me. And not to mention Dean. He was giving me this look that cut through me like a knife. I wasn't sure what to make of it. I was the one falling here and all I wanted was for Dean to take my life. I looked up, my tear stained eyes gleaming with utter failure. It had happened, the worst fear.

I took a deep breath as I reached into the bag beside my bed and raised a trembling hand to Dean.

"Shoot me, Dean"

I demanded. I could feel that part of me was still there and I wasn't going to let it get away with this. I gasped, letting my hand slid back through my hair, pulling frustratedly at the ends. I heard Alexis, and felt her as she took her place next to me. Her hand rested on my shoulder and I wanted her to be with me. Hell I wanted to taste her.

It was all so clear now, I wanted to be intimate with Alexis. I looked up at her but fear shone frm me. I didn't want to hurt her, physically or mentally. The pain of my words was clear on her face, those words I said to Lexi would haunt me forever. More so, what I did to my sister would surely do that to me as well. I coughed, as I pulled away from Alexis and Looked at the worried eyes of Dean.

"Do it, Dean. Kill me. I want to die."

You know you want to fuck all three of them.

I froze up as I heard my Darkness talking to me. No way would I let him back out. Dean shook his head as he tossed the gun to the bed. My eyes became flooded as I turned toward Alexis and saw her eyes full of anger and hurt. I reached out a hand to her and pulled her lips against mine as I gave her a passionate kiss. I so desperately wanted her, but I couldn't be responsible for any amount of pain I put her through.

I stood as I heard Dean tell me he wouldn't do it. That he would rather die then do that to me. I dropped my eyes as I pulled back from Alexis. And tore open the door. She started after me but I heard Dean stop her. I couldn't stay here any longer and I wanted to see if I had done damage to Lexi. I wrapped my arms around myself as I started to walk down the path until I spotted some trees. 

I closed my eyes and started to let my mind connect with Lexi when I heard her, those words I heard her say took me by surprise. I swallowed back the lump in my throat as I started for the trees. Something told me she was there. I walked around it and saw her there, on the ground. I didn't say anything as I watched her. What had I done?

This was all my fault, I walked over and placed a hand above her shoulder. Should I say something, Should I appologize. And that is when I placed a hand to her shoulder and whispered above her ear. 

"Lexi, I am sorry. God, I am so sorry."

Current Location: Everywhere.
Current Mood: embarrassed
Current Music: Sexy Back- Justin Timberlake.

I laid still for what seemed forever. I couldn't get her out of my head. All night long she was there, tugging at my mind like a bad drug that I could never escape. This has been eating me alive for awhile now. I mean, Alex was always going to be there. Someho I had to stop this. She was something of a dream to me, and that was all it ever would be. But how could I fight the feelings I had for her. I rolled over onto my side and looked at her, with this look. That kind of look a man gives a woman when he likes what he sees. I smirked as I felt that need stir inside me.

I smirked evilly as I slid from the bed and walked over to the side of her bed. I let my finger trace over her face as racy thought chimed inside my head. I wanted her, fuck I had to have her. I closed my eyes and slid onto my knees by the bed. My hand roaming over her. I heard a moan and that made me smirk, a evil sneer taking the place of something genuine. I glanced up as I heard a cough and a frantic Dean asking what I was doing. 

I looked a him and started to get up, as I heard my little sister call out for me. I looked down at her and I licked my lips, she was always so fucking hot. I thought, then I saw Alexis coming frome the back. That was just another piece of ass I was going to have soon. Hell, this wimpy side of me needs to just fuck Alexis already. I looked at Dean as he looked at me with worried eyes.

He slipped from his bed and came over to me, almost slapping me, his hand resting on my shoulder and I grabbed his elbow slamming him back into the wall.

"Dean! You got to kill me,Dean. It is here. It wants to take over."

He looked at me, backing up some as Lexi and Alexis took his side next to him. I felt my body start to shiver as I grabbed up a handful of my hair, trying to bring pain upon me. Maybe it would drive the hunger that consumed me. I wasn't going to do anything with Lexi. And Alexis I wanted but I wanted her when she was ready and it was romantic. I heard Dean tell me no and I couldn't fight that evil sneer again.

"Do it, or you will regret it later."

I watched him turn away from me, dropping the gun to the bed. I sneered wider this time as I rushed him. The butt of my own gun slamming across his head as I stared at him with much aweness. He got what he deserved. No one tells me no and he should have done it. Else, this would never happen.

I turned toward Lexi, and moved fast as I pinned her to the wall, my lips a mere inch away from her, those eyes pleading with me. But I knew better. I knew she wanted it. I knew she wanted Dean and me. She didn't really like sharing me with Alexis. I could hear Alexis asking me what my problem was.

I turned as I found her standing close, I grabbed her and pinned her to the wall. My grip was tight and forceful, as I pinned my body against theres. My lips tracing both of them.

"I know you both want to fuck me. I can see it in your eyes Lexi and feel it in your hips right now."

I watched there eyes go to both anger and , need. At least it seemed like need. I took Alexis in my grasp and pressed my lips against her mouth hard, bringing the blood to the surface. I tasted it as it ran down my lips and onto my mouth. She sqyuardmed but gave into me.,

Was it just cause she knew she couldn't get me off, or cause she wanted me.

I went with the second throry as I ran my hands under her top fondling every part of her body I could get ahold of. I gave a look over at Lexi who looked upset. Wonder why, maybe cause she wanted me and I wasn't giving it to her. I smirked as I pressed my mouthg against her, my hands still all over Alexis. I wanted Alexis so fucking bad. 

I heard the voices in my head screaming "Kill them.'

But I was not about to so soon wehn I could have them. Hell Maybe I could even make them both mine and if Dean was not so stubborn, I would make him mine as well. Us Hunters all have to stick together. I smiled with evil intentions clear in my eyes as I slid over to Alexis and back to Lexi. 

I heard something and before I had a chance to turn around I felt the pressure acrash against my head, spilling me to the floor below. The whol room went black and I was out like a light.

******

two hours later when I came two I felt a throbbing in my head that would not quit and a pain in my heart. I loked up at them and there was shock and something else in there eyes. They wouldn't come near me, what have I done.

Current Location: Away from everyone else.
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Foxy Foxy (Rob Zombie)

Yea I know, Lexi you are right. I can not protect you all the time but I sure as hell can protect you from me, at least I hope I can. Alexis also. I would go nuts if I hurt one hair on there heads. Sometimes I wonder what is to come, if I turn and the War begins. Would they have to shoot me. Or worse of would they have to kill me, and would they turn just so they could be on my side. Sometimes I wonder about Lexi, she is another child like me, so the Demon is after her as well.

That is just something I don't think I can handle. She is my baby girl, my lil sister who is not so little anymore. But you know it feels good when I do let loose and forget about everything around me. Like last night me and Alexis got our own private room. It felt so Damn good. I really don't got that much to sday this morning. Maybe later on I shall write some more.

Current Location: Hotel Room.
Current Mood: calm

Really now, I think Dean's whining is just about all I can take. This morning I woke up in the hotel with a very beautiful Alexis at my side, god How she is breath taking. Anyway to find Dean standing in the middle of the room cause Lexi, our baby sister, wont give him back his favorite toy. God, this is going to get old. I mean we have just recently finished up at the last case and all I want is some relief. Seems that maybe I am going to go crazy, listening to him.

Wait, maybe there is relief Lexi and Alexis can take care of him. I still can't believe that I am now engaged to a skilled and gorgeous hunter. Well then, anyhow, it is time for me to try and get some order between my fiancee , my little, adopted sister and Dean before we leave again onto the road.

If not I am going to shoot myself. Sometimes it is not worth it to have so many people in the car with me. Not to mention me and Alexis need to start getting our own room so wbe can, you know. I try to be with her but I am not Dean, I do not like being with someone in frlont of others. So on our next stop I am going to have to do just that.

And yea I am quite aware of the consequences, that are ahead. Dean will through a huge fit, but he will have to learn. A couple needs there privacy. Alright, I am glad I have a journal to go to where I can let this off my chest. But I think my biggest worry would have to be my fate. I am supposed to kill people. The Darkness consumes me everyday, it eats me alive and I am afraid of when it comes, that the other three will be in danger.

If I could choose a life for me. It would be me. Alexis living in a house, with 2 children and Dean and Lexi, rooming with us cause we got to take care of them and no Premonitions biting me in the ass. Or that Telekinisis hanging over my head and I still wonder what other powers I possess. This whole thing scares me, I have even had horrible night mares that I do not let the others know about. I don't want to worry them.

Current Location: The Hotel
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Rob Zombie

Trapped

 

Genre: Angst, Supernatural.

 

Warning: Strong sexual content, incest, Rape.

 

 

A/N/Summary: This fic is based around the Episode, Born under a Bad sign, But it will be a little different then the episode itself. Me and my girlfriend roleplay Supernatural, and I RP Sam. Anyhow we did that eppy, but added her in as a friend of the boys, whom Sam secretly Loves. But when he goes all evil, he goes after her instead of Joe. And there will be Wincest in this as well. Therefore, this is a One-Shot fic but it could turn into more, if you all ask nicely.

 

After Role-playing this with Alexis, I got an idea to make it into a story. Please R&R and don’t flame. Cause that is just childish.

 

 

 

Sam stood there, peering at Dean through those tear stained eyes. His breathing coming out in sharp gasps. He watched Dean as he raised the shot gun, the barrel aiming at his head. Those hands of the younger Winchester pleading with his older brother. He could feel it, borrowing away at him from the inside. He knew if Dean did not do something soon, then it would be too late.

 

“Dean! Please, just shoot me. Just do it. I do not want to hurt you. Hell I do not want to hurt anyone at all.”

 

Those green eyes of the baby brother became tear soaked and wounded as he watched Dean drop the gun to his side, turning his back toward Sam. It could not come at a worse moment. He needed the take no prisoners Dean right now, the one that would shoot first and ask questions later.

 

“I can’t do it, Sam. You are all I got Left. You cannot ask me to do this, not now, not ever.”

 

Sam reached out a shaky, pleading hand toward his brother. He could feel it burrowing into the back of his mind. That darkness was lurking there, and the thought of killing that hunter. Taking another persons life was to overwhelming for the good brother.

 

He was not cut out for this, not like Dean. He could still see and taste the blood on the back of his mind. The look of that guys eyes burning into his memory. He could not do this any more, not again. He picked up the gun, fingering the bottom as plans of taking his own life screamed inside his head.

 

 

Dean stood absolutely still, his eyes roaming over every inch of the wall before him. He could not believe Sam was asking him to do this. Too take his life, like he did not matter, but he knew damn well that he did matter. He dropped the shotgun onto the bed at his right.

 

He was not going to loose someone else, not now and not ever. He heard Sam shifting his footing behind him. Knowing he was about to start begging him to do it again. Yea Dean admitted It.; he was scared as hell that this was it. The big deal the Demon kept raving about. However, even if it was, no way was he going to let this happen.

 

Not as long as he was alive. Not as long as he was breathing, would he ever let that Demon win. He took a sharp breath as he prepared too turn around and face Sam. He was expecting to see pain filled, and pleading eyes.

 

 

“Well then big brother, you’re going to regret it later.”

 

That was not Sam’s regular voice. There was something haunting to it, something dark loomed there. Dean started to turn, to try and face what he knew in his gut would be staring back at him. Even if it was, it was not as if Dean would not fight like hell to get him back.

 

Before he could move a muscle however, he felt a sharp pain rip through his head. Spilling him to the ground below. His vision going black as the last thing he saw before he passed out was the dirty white Nikes of Sam’s walking out the door.

 

 

 

The roadside saloon had finally emptied out that evening and Alexis Washington was just starting to wipe down the tables. Her feet felt like they were on fire and her back felt like it was going to break if she barely moved it. But she didn’t really mind too much, it was money and on top of that.

 

She got to have some fun on the side. She had been drawn into hunting ever since her dad was taken by a demon at the young age of 11. Her mom had taken it hard and this caused Alexis to take care of her family from then on. It wasn’t long ago that her mom had passed away, leaving her all alone.

 

She sighed as she heard the bell chime above the big oak doors. She had completely forgotten to lock up that evening. She turned around to tell the person that they were closed when those blue-green eyes settled on the brown haired male that lurked in the doorway.

 

She gave a soft smile as she threw her bar towel over her shoulder. Alexis had met the Winchesters through there father. He had needed them to assist her with a case back in Arizona. But all she wanted was someone to help get her clothes clean, and ever since then she was in good with both the Brothers. Her eyes twinkled as she walked over to the tall brunette. He gave a cocky smirk as he reached out a hand to trace over her face with the tip of his finger. She flinched just a little.

 

This was new to her, at least from Sam it was. Dean was always slapping her on the ass or hitting on her. But Sam. he was the good one. He always flirted in his own way, but as far as touching, that never was the case. She stepped back, peering into his eyes.

 

“Sam. Are you ok, cause you never..”

 

She was cut off as he scooped his fingers around her fore arm and pulling her to a near by table. He forcefully set her down as he walked up behind her. He bent over her, his frame lurching right above her head.  His hands gripping the back of the chair she set in.

 

His lips moved down behind her head, brushing ghostly past her ear and the rim of his lips passing over her neck just enough to raise the hairs on the back of her neck. She had to admit that she was falling for Sam, and she even had thoughts of being with him.

 

However, he was clearly not ready yet, and she was no bar slut. He laughed, and there was something off about it. His tongue snaked out of his mouth and licked the bottom lip of his own. His eyes narrowed some, watching her body react to the sensation of his touch.

 

“You want me, Alexis. I can feel it, and fuck I can even smell it.”

 

She jerked when she felt his hand clamp around her arm tightly, pulling her back into the chair so that he could run his lips over the curve of her neck, his hands slipping seductively under her coat. He breathed her in, closing his eyes gently as he heard her moan under her breath. She was trying to fight the pleasure, deny what she really wanted to do.

 

She shut her eyes and tried to remind herself that this wasn’t Sam, it had to be the dark part of him. Cause Sammy would never do this. I mean yea, she always had a suspicion that he liked her, but he would find some cute subtle way of telling her, but she had to admit, he was turning her on right now.

 

He moved his hand underneath her shirt, his fingers grazing against her bare flesh. The taste of her skin screaming inside his head as he finally stopped teasing her with the rim of his lips and actually wrapped his mouth around her neck, claiming her. His teeth biting just enough to leave a mark.

 

This time she couldn’t help but react, her hand running behind her to sink into his hair. Her head going back onto his shoulder. He smirked as he removed her shirt in a quick motion. That dangerous side of Sam’s was starting to heat up now, his eyes flamed as he pulled her body from the chair and pressed himself into her backside.

She made a soft moan as his lower half pushed against her bottom, the warmth enough to make her come already. She gave a sighing plea as she tried to break free from her own lust. Sam was a friend; she could not give into his dark side so easily. Or, could she?

 

She shook her head fighting back the heat that claimed her, at the pleasure that engulfed her. His hand slipping beneath the cloth of her black jogging pants. The fingers teasing the top of her waist, his mouth moved to her shoulder, sucking and biting along it. His other hand came to join the other one.

 

She took a deep breath as he moved his hands down her flat muscular stomach, taking her pants with him. His fingers tracing the very top of her bikini under wear, his hips began to swivel, pushing up into her, those fingers breaking through the lace of the panties and found there way down to meet the fine pubic hairs.

 

She felt her mouth scream open as she felt a moan fighting to tear from her. She fought within herself to muster up the strength to push away from him, her breathing coming out in short gasps. Her eyes were still clouded over with want and lust. She raised her eyes to find his full of anger and bitterness.

 

He moved up to her, gripping her arm as he threw her back into the bar. His eyes were so much different from his usual sweet ones. She had to keep back the tears that sprang forth, nagging her.

 

He pinned her so hard to the wood that she felt it cut into her. Those raging eyes were insane and even sexy at that same time. She gave a small groan as she felt him start to swivel his hips into her own. His lips pursed in anger.

 

“You know you want to fuck me. Or is it, Dean you want. Face it baby, Dean is too loose. Not to mention he wants me. But I really think it is me you want.”

 

He started as he started to gyrate into her harder, making her eyes witch to a hundred different emotions. He was right, she did, god did she, but not this way. He pinned her hands to above her head as he leaned in closer, forcing himself between her legs.

 

“ I can smell it and goddamn baby, I want to fuck you too. I have since we first met, wanted to fuck you right there. I don’t see why I didn’t.” He froze, he seemed to be thinking and that’s when his eyes flamed. “Oh that’s right, cause my other side is a pussy!”

 

He screamed, the back of his hand connected with the side of her face, blood leaking down her face to drip to the cold cement floor below. Pain filled her eyes as she let her head rock to the side and stay there. She didn’t want to move anymore, didn’t want to hurt Sam.

 

He made a hurt look as he traced the whelp on her face attentively. Genuine concern radiate from his eyes for a second and she thought maybe he was back too normal. But he spoke and she could tell that it was far from over.

 

“Ohhh I am sorry, I really didn’t mean to do that. I just hate when stuff like that happens, don’t you.  It didn’t have to be that way.”

 

His eyes flashed with evil and a sneer crawled over his features.

 

“Or maybe it did.”

 

He said as he pulled her up on the bar, crawling over her. Those sadistic eyes pulled out the Hunting knife from his belt as he rested all his weight on his left elbow. Something dangerous gleamed back at her as she eyed the knife. He ran the tip of it over her lips, and down her chin to land onto her chest, where he let it play along her cleavage.

 

“What do you want with me anyway? You are going to kill me Sam?”

 

He smirked, as he moved between her legs. His eyes drinking her all in as he moved his hand under the bra.

 

“No Alexis, I just want to fuck you hard, real hard. Ohh and did I mention, I like Blood.”

 

He said as he raised the knife above his head, his hand ready to bring it across her tender flesh when he heard a movement to his left. He cut his eyes over and found Dean, gun rose as he stalked toward Sam.

 

“Sam, let her go.”

 

Sam flew off her, his eyes welling up again. He gripped the knife tight in his hands and those eyes of his softened back to there normal state. He glanced over at Alexis and then back at Dean.

 

“Dean, do it,!” he wailed, his body trembling. “I told you I can’t control it. Shoot me Damn it!”

 

Dean blinked, flinching as he drew the trigger back a hair and stopped. There was just something wrong here. He could never harm a hair on Sam’s head. He closed his eyes only a second, when he opened them; he saw those dark eyes of Sam’s returning.

 

“I gave you a chance Dean and you failed. However, I think you want me to kill Alexis. Cause if she is out of the way, you can have me all to yourself, isn’t that right? Admit it Dean, you want me. You got a craving for Sam Alamode, and don’t lie, cause I know better.”

 

Dean just stopped, as he dropped the gun to his side. Sam was right, he wanted his brother, wanted him bad. Nevertheless, he would never kill or hurt Alexis. He knew Sam liked her, even though he would never say so.

 

He looked over at her and gave a pained smile. She returned the smile knowing that Dean was not going to let her die.  Sam did not hesitate as he walked up to Dean, while he was distracted him and knocked the gun free from his hands. His massive body weight pinned Dean down to a table and ripped his shirt open.

 

Those soft lips of Sam is nipping, sucking and biting along Dean’s chest and abdomen. It was all Dean could do, not to orgasm now. He wanted Sam so damn bad, but not like this, not while he was all-evil. He tried to make himself throw Sam off him. Nevertheless, it was useless as Sam moved down to his navel gently and ever so slowly sucking along it.

 

“Tell me you don’t want that, Dean. Tell me!”

 

He heard Sam Demand with much intent. His mouth still busy at the base of his jeans, his fingers taking little time to undo his button and removing it from Dean’s waist. He could not move, whether it be the weight Sam was using, or the fact that he was getting Sam right where he wanted him.

 

“Sam I do want you. But I want you, not this want to be you.”

 

Sam stiffened as he glared up at Dean from between his brother’s legs. His eyes held something darker then before.

 

“Give it up Dean; you are such a terrible scolded he teased as he wrapped his lips around the tip of him, Deans cock popping up at the feel. His hips arching up as Sam slowly licked along the base of it. Those smoldering eyes of Deans closing as he felt Sam engulf him in one swallow, taking him and claiming what he wanted.

 

He gave a slight groan and wrapped his legs around Sam’s shoulders deepening himself in Sam’s mouth, he arched his hips once more when he felt the wetness of Sam’s mouth leave him and that wet pop as his mouth moved away from him. Dean opened his eyes to find Alexis standing at his feet, broken wine bottle in her hands and a unconscious Sam at her feet.

 

“I didn’t know what to do. I hope he is ok.” Her eyes were frantic and scared as she helped Dean, avoiding her eyes from him.

 

“It’s ok Alexis; I think he will be ok. But it depends if it is Sammy we get back, or Him.”

 

He said as he let his eyes fall to the slumped form at there feet.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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